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OOC// hhhhhhh
okay i'll admit that i think i'm being ridiculous with this whole 'quitting dA' thing
i honestly have no idea what's wrong with me and why i keep going through these little phases
there's just so much negativity and a lack of positivity in my brain that i seem to throw a bunch of shit at myself and think awfully-
i'll tell you in all honesty,
i feel extremely jealous of a lot people, put myself down for being so apathetic and having a lack of empathy (involving interests, feelings towards cute animals, etc. - but i can relate to certain things) , i tend to 'leave' pages or chats because i'm too jealous and/or feeling unwanted to be there
OOC// omg help this is scaring me
OOC// hey guys look it's luci
https://thealmightlyllamalord.tumblr.com/post/123493882410/littlegeritathings-i-was-re-watching-hetalia
//gr oowo wwlllll
IC// //aaand suddenly snaps at your muse
"And what do you have to complain about?! Are your poor legs hurting?! Oh, boo-hoo!"
//kinda slaps your muse in the face oops
//he's going coo coo for cocoa puffs
"There are people suffering out there! Some people are starving, for God's sake!"
"Have you seen how much emotional pain there is here, too? Don't you watch the news and see horrible accidents happening every day, do you?! Children are being abused, people are getting raped... Even a crazy murderer like me gets sick of seeing that shit!"
//now he's crying because he called himself a murderer
//it's not his fault he has violent flashbacks
"Everywhere I look, there are broken
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